» 12/18/2003 12:32:00 PM

Enough ranting... I'm cured!!! And now back to my HAPPY WORLD! btw, thanks to everyone who left me very kind, supporting tags.... yep yep... c'est la vie... I guess we'll just have to "ISSHOU NI GANBAROU!"... ne? thanks again everyone!

OKAY!!!!! On to business!!! Nere joins the REJOICE of all T&T fans around the world.....!!!
Credits to tsubaholic's diary for the news!!!
I have to mark EVERY SINGLE CALENDAR I have! On my office desk, on my office computer, on my home PC, on my CELLPHONE *setting reminder* hohohohoh

POP JAM on JANUARY 24, 2004!!!
TACKEY & TSUBASA SINGS "ONE DAY ONE DREAM"!!!!!

Not sure when the NHKWorld telecast will be.... but I'm guessing perhaps just 1 day after, or the latest, a week after... last Pop Jam aired on NHK BS2 on October 25, and it was already on NHKWorld on October 26!!!!!! Is it gonna be a full-length performance?????

ONEGAI, T&T!!!
I want a FULL-LENGTH One Day One Dream! Not just a TV-size, and most certainly NOT another MEDLEY with Yume Monogatari! PLEASE! Give us a full-length!!!!!!! I'm very skeptic... since not even a single full-length "Hito Natsu No..." have been performed anywhere at all!!! The POP JAM 10/25 had a better and longer Hito Natsu No.. than the one in Music Station 11/28!!! That MS 11/28 was pretty much.... for me... I was all braced and ready to hear a LONGER Hito Natsu No... and then ended up going, "WHAT?! THATS IT??????"

Btw... I bought the Inuyasha Ongaku Hen San yesterday from anime machi... turns out that ONE DAY ONE DREAM was not in that soundtrack!!!! Thank God I didn't buy the original Japan version or else it would've SUCKED big time!!! The one available there was the Sotsugyou ONE (which is still available for you to download on my SPECIALS section there.... And the rest are..... sucky BGMs....!!!! I wouldn't mind BGMs such as the ones in Boku Dake no Madonna... but the ones in Inuyasha are like..... youkai-bashing BGMs! You'll definitely get NIGHTMARES if you listen to it while you sleep Mwahahahahaaa.... so I guess we have to wait for the next soundtrack to hear it... or perhaps...... IN THE NEW ALBUM THAT T&T ARE PREPARING!!!! Ganbaaaattteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee T&T!!!! We love yooooooou!!! And please don't overwork yourselves to death!!!!

I wish the new album would contain RealDX, Here I Am, Circle, Day by Day... and all other T&T junior songs!!! More especially, I really want REALDX!!! But then again... what are the odds? But I guess we can always hope and pray...

Anyway, for all who hasn't heard the new Inuyasha song.......

CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD
T&T's "ONE DAY ONE DREAM"


Just RIGHT-CLICK & SAVE AS... and usual disclaimer applies, of course...
This is only a crappy TV-sized .wav file, coz the .mp3 isn't available yet... and of course, posted up for EVALUATION PURPOSES only... but just wanted to share the sample of T&T's Inuyasha song...!!! (Although it's a bit late perhaps) Hahahahaha....
And if the download link fails, it's no thanks to GeoCities' oh-so-very-kecchi-stingy BANDWIDTH! So just retry it in a few hours or so!
Anyway, ENJOY!

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» 12/17/2003 04:48:00 PM

QUARTER LIFE CRISIS !@#$%^&

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Yes it's that time of the year again when you just have this icky argument with your parents where they just point at every single direction with gazillions of accusations in which, in my opinion, really DOES NOT HELP Okay, so I don't cook! But who's got time to cook in Jakarta???? It's not like I CAN'T cook, now that's a different story! And what the hell do they know about how I LIVED my life while I was in the US??? Okaaaaaaaaaaay just KEEP POINTING YOUR DAMN FINGERS on my flaws!!!

What's my goal? What's my plan? When are you gonna start to learn how to cook? (in which I already know how to!) When are you gonna start exercising? When are you gonna start being responsible? When are you... What is your... When will you... What are you going to.... arghhhhh argh argh arghhhh

You know, I DO clean the apartment when I was in the US! I wash the dishes, I scrub my bathtub, I vacuum my carpet, I go grocery shopping, I cook, I do the laundry, I feed the cat, I was living on my own!!! I just don't do it here because we have people to do it for us! So I really hate it when they PRESUME and ACCUSE of the things I supposedly DID NOT DO when they have absolutely no clue about what's going on! Besides, my mother already has her own SYSTEM in which of course, I would never be able to do it RIGHT the way she wanted it to!!! Even if I do help to clean... she'll be cleaning up after what I've been cleaning! What's the point? Whatever I do is never good enough anyway, so might as well not do it, right?

Yes, so I am always sitting in front of my computer! But does sitting in front of the computer = chatting ALL THE TIME???
NO!!!!
I do my work there, and the sucky thing is, I've been doing this PLAN and yet I haven't been sharing my plans with them, and they just assume I'm not doing any useful shit in my life! Doesn't it SUCK being accused of something that isn't true??? Especially when you actually have the actual intention and have done some effort, but of course, never appreciated or rewarded for it.

"You forgot to lock the door again."

"You forgot to unplug the hairdryer again. Our house could've been on fire."

"You forgot to switch off the printer again."

"You forgot to put the cap back on your shampoo bottle again."

So how many times does that happen????? Like perhaps once in every two months or so!!! While the other times when I actually DO lock the door, unplug the hairdryer out of the socket, switched off the printer and put the cap back on my shampoo bottle, OF COURSE NO ONE NOTICED! And despite that I'm irresponsible perhaps only about 0.1% out of the whole time, of course that ONE BAD REVIEW condemns me to be an extremely irresponsible person!

When we actually stand up against their accusations, they'd get mad and say I'm rude and such. If I don't say anything, they assume their accusations are true coz I'm not denying it. When I deny it they say I'm in denial...... so WHAT'S THE POINT??? Really? So what's your plan for the future? The reason why I don't answer them is because I DO NOT WANT TO SHARE my plans with them. Why should I? They're gonna bash it anyway.... and think I'm stupid. Which is why I'm gonna wait until I actually have SOMETHING to show before I say anything. But of course, the time between would be very hard to endure. Yeah, just keep pointing fingers and keep slamming me to the ground.

So I overslept this morning.... but this Sony Ericsson T610 polyphonic thing hasn't been working that greatly in waking me up every morning. And at one mere comment of "I need to buy a new alarm clock" comes out the statement that says "You're in denial" MY GOD! Who the hell is denying that I have trouble waking up early?!?!?!?! Didn't I just say I needed a new alarm clock??? This is soooooo damn annoying!!!

And why do ADULTS hate my black bangles so much??? So it's black, so it's made of rubber but it's not KIDDY!!!! And I've had these on since I was 14 years old! It has a lot of sentimental value!!!!! Why can't they understand that???? I do take them off for formal weddings, and actually, these past few months, I've actually had them off and forgotten to put them back on for like almost a month or so! But of course, DID THEY NOTICE??? Do chickens fly? Does nere hate Takki? NO! They want me to wear something PLATINUM? Fine, I'll go and spend their $$$$ at the jewelry shop making PLATINUM REPLICAS of my bangles!!!!!

Seriously, do parents know that this method actually has a negative effect on a person's mentality??? So if I end up hating myself and wanting to kill myself, hmmmmm...... *not that I would ever happen*

For once, I'd just like to be appreciated for the things I did do, despite that it's not good enough. I have a college degree (with honors!), I have a job, I'm making an effort to learn finance through books, I DON'T smoke, I don't feel that partying is like an ultimate necessity to do everyday, I'm learning Japanese, I don't feel the need to buy Louis Vuittons every other week like some people! My parents should be thankful I'm not those drug-addict kids that other parents have.

Is it just MY parents, or are all parents like this??? toro-chan???

and last thing..... crap.... can't seem to *PERFECT* my X'mas layout... while my January layout is ready...! Maybe I should just skip X'mas! eheks.................. but nooooooooo... the T&T shots were soooo cute! Argh argh argh I'm so uninspired right now..............

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