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I really haven't been able to function well because of this big exploding bomb, I swear to God, I really did not do A SINGLE WORK in the office today!!!!!

This is insane......

Buhahahahaha~ this whole thing really feels as though THE STOCK MARKET HAD CRASHED (in TxT fans version of course)

Anyway, before the "market crashed" I actually started out blogging about something else..... but then the market crashed and it was like STOP PRESS!!! LOL

Sheesh... but anyway what I was initially gonna talk about was actually something that Takki mentioned also in his Takiren... was about EPISODE 8 of Yoshitsune

(in which I haven't even watched 100% because I recorded it and watched it at 2 AM in the morning and I fell asleep and when I woke up it was the last scene and Shanaou was nekkid!

) Like I've been telling people...... yappari tamago radar works even when I'm sleeping!

But it was really... really... such a sad scene... the story is that because Shanaou had decided to travel up north to Hiraizumi, he paid his mother a visit to say goodbye... and to tell his mother a lot of things about what he had found out, about how he always thought that his mother abandoned him, but then he found out about Kiyomori being his father's enemy and then it dawned on him on how horrid it must've been for his mother... to live under Kiyomori's roof, and to even BEAR HIS CHILD!!!!!

What a scene......

I woke up all still blur... saw Shanaou nekkid... so I rewound to see what was actually going on in the scene that got him nekkid! LOL!

And araraaaaa~ even just waking up, that scene made me cry!!!!

Unbelievable! I thought it was just like... my leftover PMS or something but then the next day I went online and saw that everyone on Takki BBSes in Japan also bawled at that scene!!!

Anyway... OKAY... if you didn't watch Yoshitsune you're probably wondering what's the whole nekkid thing is about... well supposedly when Shanaou told his mother that he's embarking on a journey to Oushuu, his mother showed him like this set of clothes that she had saved for her children when they grow up to be young men. So Tokiwa (Shanaou's mother) asked Shanaou if he wants to try it on, and so she helped him put his clothes on... and ta-daaaaaaaaaa.......

Well you know, if you reeeeally think about it, TECHNICALLY it's really a scene of a mother dressing up her THIRTEEN YEAR OLD SON

except the physical fact remains that TAKKI IS NOT A THIRTEEN YEAR OLD BOY but he will soon be a FULL-FLEDGED TWENTY-THREE YEAR OLD MAN!!!!!!!

And because of that...... errrrrrrr... for some reason... lol... the scene seemed a little ERO

Well... only during the part where Shanaou was nekkid!

But after that it was all so tearjerking for me..........

I think it's such a beautifully done scene.... his mom helped him into his clothes, just like Takki said in his bomb Takiren, it was just a very short moment, but it was the only moment where Shanaou could finally again feel smothered by motherly love

And then when he was finally fully-dressed in his new attire... his mom looked at him and I think she saw the image of Yoshitomo, Shanaou's father, in him and she broke into tears and said to Shanaou to live, to keep on living

It was 2 AM in the morning for me.... and I was in a bipolar reaction where I was

at the nekkid scene and

bawling also at such a heart-wrenching scene!!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....

Shanaoooouuuu~~~

Oh Shanaou-samaaaaa

Btw speaking of Shanaou changing his new style, I was a little shocked to find this particular picture in TV GUIDE 03/04!!!!!

HE WEARS HIS HAIR DOWN!!!!!

It's like... an EXACT IMAGE OF YOSHITOMO!!!!! (minus the mustache though!)

Actually quite sometime ago I asked march... I was wondering if Shanaou will wear his hair down the way we saw Yoshitomo did in the first episode? And she said that she's not sure but hasn't seen any such scenes or such look!

And ta-daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... when I first saw it on TV Guide it didn't occur to me... but then suddenly I'm like... EH!!!!!! IT'S A NEW LOOK I'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE!!!!!

He looks very nice doesn't he?

*sigh*... he looks so CLASSIC

He really is a true blue Japanese blood ne...

And what a beautiful blood that is...........

P.S. Spent the whole hour talking to toro-chan who's up in Beijing for school til July and OMG... I SHOULD'VE TALKED TO HER ALL ALONG..... WHAT AN EVIL EVIL EVIL EVIL EVIL EVILLLLLLLLLL MASTERMIND OF THE MOST EVIL SAKUSENS!!!!!!!!!

Seriously.... I can't believe she came up with such a ROTTEN PLAN for me to go to Japan and the best thing is.... IT'S THE BEST PLAN I HAVE SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I'm gonna try to actually sound this "proposal" to my father tonight... and see his reaction... if I'm able to pull this off, it means I have to go to the OSAKA CON instead of Yokohama! (which actually is preferred by tako, ne tako-chan???)

Anyway... will update later............ looks like I found the light at the end of the tunnel! My god... MIRACLES DO HAPPEN!!!!!

:::A BIGGER BOMB ON MY FACE...
/ posted on 10:04:02 AM /

DATES ARE OUT!

*STABS SELF*

SOURCE: Johnnys-net
Copy paste this link into your browser: http://www.johnnys-net.jp/kouen/concert/takituba.html

TAKITSUBA SPRING CONCERT 2005 SCHEDULE

April 30 - Osaka Jo-Hall 18:00
May 01 - Osaka Jo-Hall 12:00 / 16:00
May 08 - Nagoya Rainbow Hall 12:00 / 16:00
May 21 - Yokohama ARENA 14:00 / 18:00
May 22 - Yokohama ARENA 12:00 / 16:00

Fanclub ticket balloting closes on MARCH 25

I am seriously........ DEVASTATED by these dates.... seriously this is sooooo not UNMEIIIIIIII how can this be possible!?!?!?!?!??!!!

My dad just dropped a bomb also yesterday, he said we're leaving for some business tour thingy to AUSTRALIA for NINE FUCKING DAYS on APRIL 30

And plus my bestest friend celle is getting married on MAY 28, and her bridal shower is on MAY 22

AND I'M THE MAID OF HONOR

(which means, I'm HOSTING her bridal shower!!!!!)

So that makes my final list look like this:

■ ~~OSAKA JO-HALL~~ can't go
■ ~~NAGOYA RAINBOW HALL~~ can't go
■ ~~YOKOHAMA ARENA~~ CAN'T GO EITHER!!!!!

Alrighty... I have to go mourn now...........

I don't know what to do anymore... the truth is, I'm aiming for Osaka & Nagoya... and it'll be PERFECT if I could just bail out on Australia, coz then my parents will be away in Australia, and I'll be away to Japan... but how exactly I'm gonna tell them that I'm bailing out on a BUSINESS TOUR??????

I have no idea......

So many bombs dropped on March 1...... my country is in chaos too... the president just dropped a bomb too that he's increasing gas price by 30%!!!!!! And the entire country is now going into riots and demonstrations and sabotaging the gas stations and crap I've been listening to the radio all morning on the way to work... actually spacing out about the con too... then I got to work... talked to Fang and she told me to go to Johnnys-net.... and..........

OK... I should go on quiet time and ponder now.......

/ edit at 10:30:52 AM /

Am talking and screeching to aki right now....... and I think the whole conversation there's just a lot of screaming that says, "JOHNNY YOU BASTARD!" from aki too coz apparently she booked and paid for her tickets for Japan in May already (she planned ahead, I know she was already planning for Japan in May) and she booked the dates IN BETWEEN Nagoya and Yokohama!!!! OMGGGGG!!!!!

But I think... we might... might... might just be able to go together for YOKOHAMA............. which means, she will have to go again..... THUD.... and I have some arrangements that I need to doooooo!!!!! (Read: begging my friend and conning my parents) Mwaaaaaaaa where are tako & march!!!!!! I need to know if I can go together with my angels too!!!!!!!!! WHAT ARE YOUR SCHEDULES LIKE??!?!?!?!!!

Actually I called tako last night immediately...... and well we're both just speechless in total shock and we ended up talking other nonsensical crap that are sooo useless

Now..... I kinda need to ask celle if I can tweak her bridal shower date just a little????? Pwease pwetty pwease pwease pweaseeeeee????? I'll call her about it when she wakes up....

OK... I'm much calmer now.....

/ end of edit /