You know what????
SCREW WHATEVER I JUST SAID BELOW!!! 
I LOVE YOU TAKKI! 
I'M NO LONGER DEPRESSED! 
'Coz again and again, Takki always comes to my rescue whenever I'm deep down in the pits!!! It's *TRULY TRULY* amazing!!!!! (Actually it was through the hands of pepe that all these beautiful things arrived to my desk at home this morning!!!!! so
THANKS A BUNCHHHH, BU PEPEEEEE! ) I really
DID NOT expect that you'd be able to get me *SUCH SUCH SUCH* lovely lovely stuff!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you thank you thank you thank yoooouuuuu!!!!!
Little baka
nere.. getting so worked up over a little PMS issue...!!! Who has time to meddle over such measly things when you got
ALL THESE WONDERFUL THINGS to rave about!!!!!
OK, by now, you're probably wondering...
"What the hell is nere blabbering about???"
So! I constructed a very fast gallery for you all, and this is especially for you,
takoyaki-chan!!!!!!!
Click on the heart to enter!
Btw,
takoyaki-chan...
toro-chan just text messaged me from Singapore a minute ago... saying that there are loads and loads and loads of
LOOK at STAR in Singapore!!!! And I'm gonna be there on Monday!!! So you'll definitely be getting one, okies???
Btw... I got
TV NAVI too... so i'll send you those scans later if you want...
NERE'S PATHETIC LAMENTS
You are now looking at a *very* depressed Takki fan.
Don't ask me how this came about because I have no idea either. Actually, this issue comes up in my mind every now and then. But I never really talk about it much because I'd rather talk about happy happy Takki stuff.
I keep feeling like I'm committing the greatest sin in the world just because I am not a TxT fan... and it's not like I haven't made any attempts to try and accept it... I've had periods of lapses between... "Oh yes, I love TxT..." and "Noooo! No TxT!!!" (feel like Smeagol & Gollum?) 
But no matter how hard I try, there are *some* things in life that you *just* can't change. Call it denial or what you may, but I call it my own free will.
Is it really so *WRONG* to not be a TxT fan?
Does that make me a *BAD* Takki fan? (as you can tell, toro-chan, yes, I'm still sour on that issue!) Feh. Shouldn't the way I treat my Takki fanaticism be my business, and purely my business alone?
And I AM a T&T fan yo!!!
And I
don't hate Tsubasa either! (And I mean it!)
Now I know what it feels to be part of the minority.
Is
free will still valid in this case? Does it apply?
AT ALL?
Btw, this is nere's super hardcore
PMS talking. (And we thought we got *THAT PROBLEM* solved?
koko chipi, for one, is extreeeeemely familiar with my bad PMS cases! And
toro-chan too!)
Nere is out sorting out her confused thoughts at the moment. So please leave a message after the beep...............................
*beeeeep.......*
=========added at 01:17 AM=========
Thank you for giving me an ear on my lamentations,
flo!
I knew you'd understand... (Well,
David doesn't!)
I was like literally scraping the MSN floor in agony for someone to talk to and
*YOU* came along! (hey, wasn't that the title of a
Brian moment?----And
HE came along)
Thank you again, dear..... I feel much better now.......
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( FLO )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
P.P.P.P.S.
Wishing
toro-chan a safe and
RESOURCEFUL holy grail pilgrimage to Singapore naek
LION AIR 
As you requested, yes, I'll be sending prayers your way from down here
Hahahahhaaa..... may you have a safe & prosperous trip
toro-chan!!!
Live report, always awaited!
BEAUTIFUL BOY
Ahhh... heavenly heavenly search results I found over in Yahoo! Japan Auctions as usual!!! It's so much fun searching in Japanese auction sites over the keywords around
Tackey & Tsubasa or just simply
Takizawa Hideaki! Hohohoho... But why why why why at every single *cursed* auction there's always a footnote that says:
"Seller will not ship internationally." ?????? Why? Why? Why oh why??? Doushiteeee!!!
I'm soooo fascinated by these pictures still despite that I do have a full recording for this
Pop Jam performance show!!! Oh lucky fans... and sugooooiii... they're able to take such such such great pictures of Takki... so close up... and every single shot was amazingly beautiful too.... just simply... kawaiiiii beyond words...
Someone please tell me, has there
EVER been a shot where Takki just looks hideously ugly???
Oshiete kudasai yo! Because I, for one, certainly have never found such!!! Takizawa, it really should be a crime to be as beautiful as you!!! Hahahahaha... it's not
RIGHT! I demand that you have
UGLY MOMENTS too like normal human beings!!!
takoyaki was telling me how in one of her
USO! Japan clips, they showed a just-waking-up Takki... and even then, at supposedly the lowest point of "how you should look" of the day... Takizawa still looks amazingly good!!! This is too weird!!! Even when he makes an ugly face! Even when he
TRIES SO HARD TO BE UGLY... I'll bet he looks beautiful still!!! You're cursed Takizawa, I tell you, you're cursed!!! Hahahhaa
(I'm just saying it coz I'm jealous that he's more beautiful than me!) HUAhUHAuHUAhuHAuhUHAa
Oh and btw, funny thing, I tried to search more Japanese auction sites, and I tried
Excite Japan, and hmmm well, they don't have much updated auctions, I guess a lot of people auction their stuff more in
Yahoo! But anyway, so I was searching under the keywords [
Tackey & Tsubasa ] written in Japanese characters = 「
タッキー&翼」...and a lot of the results that came up had something to do with [ Ken
TUCKY Fried Chicken ] = 「ケン
タッキフライドチキン」
HuahUHAuHUhaUHUAhuhAaa omaigowk I was like rolling on the floor laughing like hell... there were Kentucky Fried Chicken
PLATES,
TRAYS, CUPS, etc... huahahhahahahaha...
EROI????? 
May I ask again.... WHAT ON EARTH IS
EROI?
Is it..........
ERO + i? Therefore it becomes a Japanese adjective, thus defined into
ERO-like or some sort???? Hmmm.... I think so!!!
When Takki first said in
The Weekly Television 11/14 about how
Hito Natsu No... is
"chotto EROI"... I didn't have an idea of what the word means until I actually got into
Hito Natsu No...'s lyrics and
WHOA! EROI indeed! (if
that's what it means!)
「パソコンで曲を作ってるかな~。 最近作った曲はエロいよ(笑)。」
"PC de kyoku wo tsukutteru kana... saikin tsukutta kyoku wa EROI yo!"
I compose songs on my PC... and the latest song I composed... is EROI yo! (laugh)
Wow... hahaha!!! If
eroi indeed means
ero+i, hmmmm.... was this boy like...
HORNY when composing this song or something? HauhUhauhUAhuHAuhUHAuAa
I wonder what song he recently wrote! I thought he wrote
"Madonna" most recently, and supposedly it was performed at the
J-Asean Pops??? Not so sure about that, it was on the list displayed at
tsubaholic's blog at that time, but not sure what exactly was performed in Thailand... I guess I'll just be waiting for
benj's VCDs... hopefully when I'm in Singapore I'll be able to see them already! Yay yay yay yay....
http://tamago-hideaki.com <-- no, this isn't an online site, it's just a wacky IDEA!
Hahahahaaa.... I was actually talking about it with
takoyaki-chan earlier today about how it's so hard to find a very comprehensive site about Takki in a
universal language that we could understand = namely, english! I mean,
JOURNEY is suuuuch a great Takki website for us, but most of it is written in Chinese, in which sometimes I have trouble reading. So we kinda have this long-term vision that maybe someday, if we have enough time... and $$$, to actually collaborate and construct a site for Takki... in english! And then I mentioned,
http://takizawa-hideaki.com ? And then
takoyaki replied, "Hmmm... I was thinking more of
http://tamago-hideaki.com"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!! I couldn't stop laughing my ass off when those words popped up my
MSN screen!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.... okay anyway... we came to several conclusions about Takki fans:
- Takki fans are just as hentai as Tsuba fans, but we do it more behind MSN walls 
(We wanna pet tamago all day long!)
- Takki fans are website-construction illiterate and we're too lazy to learn in comprehensively (What is PhP? What is asp? What the... oro...
- Takki fans are too lazy to maintain a website, they'd rather mooch off Tsuba fans' created sites *LOL* 
- While Tsuba fans complain there's too little Tsubasa around, Takki fans complain there's TOO MUCH TAKKI around!!! (yeah, we're such ingrates!)
- Takki fans are all too BROKE to buy a domain and/or server (either that or we're all just stingy, and saving up our $$$ for Look at Star magazine!)
Actually, the thought had crossed my mind once, buying a server... BUT... since that dumb
kabelvision refuses to run on my side of the block... damn third world country facilities! They can build a useless
Bogotan BUSWAY thats never gonna solve the traffic jam problem in our city, but they can't dig more pathways for everyone to get cable internet?????? !@#$%^ (This dumb
Bogotan Busway is yet another blog entry waiting to happen! And I have a feeling it's gonna contain a loooot of [ !@#$%^&*+\s ] Hahahhhahaaa...... anyway, oh well, two can dream together, ne
takoyaki-chan?
Dakara watashi tachi wa Isshou ni ganbarou! Takizawa no tame ni! 
That would mean I would need to really really 100000x ganbatte even more in learning my Japanese!!! I'm tryingggg, i'm tryinggg....
ima, mada heta desu! Hahahahha... Man, our parents will surely kill us 'coz we'd be spending 24-7 maintaining our dumb site Hahahahhahaa... as if a blog right now isn't already bad enough (for my case) that I'm almost always in front of the computer whenver I'm at home tsk tsk tsk...
Maintaining a site would mean I'd be like..... 24-7 x10000 in front of my computer! Hahahahaa... and then my timesheet at the office would be like
100% http://tamago-hideaki.com related And perhaps I'd wound up only sleeping 2 hours+ a day! Mwahahahhahaaa.... but I'm up for the idea....! Very very up for the idea! Anything for Takizawa, I'm willing to do! (Now, if only I could get like just half the amount of this passion to go to
CHURCH!)
Nyahahahaha! Maybe we should write up a business plan for this
And once our site is up and going... we sell our traffic as banner ads to
Olympus hahahhahahahaa
Gawd, I need to stop thinking about everything in terms of media value!
Btw....
flo my dear....
Your beloved
koibito,
David, was telling me earlier today about how you're 24-7 in front of the computer everyday now
Hahahahhahahahhaaaa....... I guess he really needs to learn to share you with your
B/J World! And see? I just spent more hours and hours just putting this entry together
I think I must try
NOT TO BLOG EVERYDAY! 
I should learn the concept of
"HIATUS".............. かな...?
