Just read flo's LJ entry on January 30, 2004 - 05:03 PM, and this is what she wrote:

I don't know how to divide my time. No, not work vs. fun or whatever (because that one's hopeless, LOL) But *this*. HERE. It's all about the B/J.

There's only so many hours every weeknight after work. And even if weekends started on Thursday it would *still* not be enough. The gravity of the situation hit me because I just realized that I'd come to a point where I would be relieved when my TV shows are showing reruns because then I'd have more time *here* (and the boards and Photoshop and whatever). This is bad. (And so.. out of character!)

I'm behind on reading my favorite fics, which makes me sad. And every day I'd find so many really good ones out there I wasn't aware of. I have this to-read-next list of fics I've been following but lately the thing just keeps getting longer and longer. And I can't stop making icons. And other people's LJs draw me in. And I really want to work on my mood theme.

All this, and I'm not even a writer. Or a vidder.

It's a crazy underground. If I blinked, I'd miss something.

Maybe I should just forgo conscientiousness. Maybe it's supposed to be chaotic... hee hee..

May I just say, darling...
I TOTALLY RELATE!!!
There are really ONLY so many hours after work on weekdays... and my hours are so much far shorter now that I can only get off work at 7 PM.... and thanks to that IDIOTIC 3-in-1 rule, everyone else also gets off work at 7 PM... so the usually emptier roads at 7 PM is now JAMPACKED with crazy traffic and the 45 minute commute becomes a TWO-HOUR COMMUTE (this is a 20-minute worth distance we're talking about!)

And then you get home... you take your shower... you eat dinner... and it's already 10 PM??? If I go straight to my computer, my parents will keep whining that I no longer spend time with them... And they're starting to label me as a mindless, brainless, goal-less being... lately I've been getting SO MUCH PRESSURE from them... I don't know what it is they want!!! Eheks... I have a feeling if I give them some GRANDCHILDREN they'll be happy!

Not enough time at home... hence... I do *SOME* of this at work! (All right, maybe A LOT!!) My performance at work is seriously downgrading at quite a rapid manner (from my own judgment)--although I'm still getting away with it, my boss doesn't seem to complain much... but I know one day, DISASTER is gonna strike thanks to this... either an approval is not proceeded... or I forgot to send off February TV Buying Brief... or something DISASTROUS!!!

And yet I can't let this all go... I CAN'T not browse madly through Japanese BBS... I CAN'T not go madly for information on what exactly it is Takki is doing today... I CAN'T not go bonkers looking for magazines... I CAN'T not change my layout monthly (or sometimes, BI-weekly!)... I CAN'T not go hunting for new downloads (I'm so worried about finding a download for the new PV of One Day One Dream!) hell... I CAN'T even go on hiatus!!!

In short, I just CAN'T go back to what my life used to be!!! Takki, Takki... you are evil... you are so so so so evil!!!

TAIHEN~~~

With this kind of dedication to my blog... sometimes I wonder what if I could just commit the exact same amount of dedication to something that could actually earn me some $$$!!! I can't blog for a living, can I? Don't we all wish it was that easy? Will someone hire me for blogging about Takki???

On the bright side... my FEBRUARY LAYOUT is ready! So start kissing tamago Takki goodbye...... me gonna change this tomorrow... when I come back from my weekend night out...

BY THE WAY~~~
MUSIC STATION WAS LAST NIGHT NE!?
Sosososososoooo are downloads out? Are downloads already around??? I've been searching high and low around for news and comments about Music Station.... something is being said repeatedly about MOMENTARY PAUSE and BEAUTIFUL PROFILE at the end of the performanceeee... ah ah ah mitai mitai mitaiiiiii~~~ I don't think there is a talk section this time... not so sure... but someone mentioned about TAMORI-SAN smiling and laughing at the two... yappari I think Tamori-san is very fond of both Tackey & Tsubasa ne~! It's so easy to grow fond of such cute boys... not just cute as in their physical looks... but every single thing they do always seems so cute and mostly BAKA! (Especially when they're together!) Hahahahaa Oh and someone mentioned that TSUBASA'S HAIR IS SHORT now? Last time it was pulled into a ponytail to look like MIROKU ne? And now... is it really short? You know, one thing about Tsubasa's hair... it always looks so... soft and wispy and fluffy... in which Takki's hair is often NOT! Can they trade hairs? (Okay, that doesn't sound right!)

A lot of people are raving about Tsubasa's TO BASE too... and also read on tsubaholic's DX-Diary... that it was about TSUBASA BEING SCARED OF GHIBLI ANIME CATS???? Is this for real???
TSUBASA!!!
トトロ = こわい？
I love Ghibli animes.... and I must admit... 千と千尋の神隠し or more popularly known as "Spirited Away" really had no cats... but the creatures there *ARE* kinda... eerie... and scary... especially that black-caped masked creature whatsoever that ends up EATING EVERYONE... and YUBAABAA was quite a scary one too..... I admit that!!! But Tsubasa is not scared mainly of those, is he? It's TOTORO... and perhaps that fat fat fat MUTA his more afraid of! And the NEKOBUS! Oh gawdddd!!! I *CANNOT* stop laughing!!! This is soooooo funnyyyy!!! So Tsubasa hates cats??? For someone who actually is very CAT-LIKE... just look at his eyes, his figure.... tell me if he's not cat-like.... but he's afraid of cats??? Okashii...... that's very very very cute actually!!! So... both Takki & Tsubasa dislike cats??? I kinda like cats...! But I like dogs too! I like 'em both... I dunno... hmmmm

Anywaaaaayssss... I'm getting sosoososooo excited just by reading a lot of those Music Station comments... tako-chan... did you go crazy yet??!!! I'm just about to go extremeeeely insane... since it's the long weekend... I won't have my FAST OFFICE INET until... TUESDAY!!! Imagine the many many things I'll miss by the span of right now until Tuesday!!! And oh oh... tomorrow is FEBRUARY 1st!!! Supposedly the ONE DAY ONE DREAM PV debuts out tomorrow ! Oh kyaaayayayayayaaa....

OOOOOOH... suddenly remembers....
JANUARY 31st!!!
= LAST DAY OF DREAM BOY!!!
It's like the end of a dream, I tell you....... This whole month... we've been soooooooo excited every single day waiting for news about Dream Boy and all... seeing new photos from Dream Boy... hearing new news from Dream Boy.... the single release announcement... and even one of the first publick performances seen of ONE DAY, ONE DREAM was done on DREAM BOY!!! And it's all ending... TODAY!!!

By the way... if you look through the list of auctions... THE MOST EXPENSIVE TICKETS AUCTIONED ARE DATED JANUARY 31!!! 当たり前じゃん... 最後の公演だから... Yes, it's only natural because it's the LAST LAST LAST show... I wonder if ANYTHING SPECIAL will happen in tonight's last show??? Ah... the FINAL ANTICIPATION for FINAL NEWS on the FINAL SHOW OF DREAM BOY...

Let's all applaud Takizawa Hideaki-sama for his hardwork throughout the month of January on DREAM BOY!!! Thank you, Takizawa Hideaki-sama... for giving us a lot of JOYGASMs throughout January!!! I hope you finally get your good rest... so that your body wouldn't ache anymore like you said it had been... Oh poor baby!!! And also... please come and crash SHOCK every single day like Tsuba did on your show!!! Shock is more of a Kouichi show ne... so I don't know if One Day, One Dream will make any appearances there too... But if it will, then... yay~~~~ Can never say no to any One Day, One Dream

Okay... it's 3 PM now... I need to get ready... Oro... so soon? Yes, yes... need to pick my dress for icha's wedding... and I'm hanging out with old friends tonight too... Some crazy thing that I just thought of... my mother had asked me if I wanted to have lunch with her and her socialite friends this afternoon... and as much as I want to hang out... I suddenly thought... "Hmmm... I'm not gonna be in the entire night... nor the entire day tomorrow... and then I have my JOHNNY'S DAY with toro & nenek on Monday... when do I get to BLOG and finish fine-tuning my layout???" And just by those thoughts... here I am... indoors for an entire Saturday afternoon! But yeah... it's gonna be a long weekend here!!! And I already have my weekend full!!! So.... jya mata ashita ne..... and keep me posted if anything Takki-related happens while I'm gone the entire night and the entire day tomorrow..... See you on Sunday night..... with a new layout! Have a great weekend everyone!!! And TAKKI should have a GREAT weekend too... after a month of DREAM BOY... he'll finally get to sleep the whole SUNDAY... perhaps?