*fans self*
o
momo and
ami weren't kidding when they squeed to death about both Takki and Tsuba's
Popolo 10 article!
I finally picked mine up like a few days ago and I think I almost suffocated to death reading his letters, especially the ones to
TSUBASA , his fans, and to his future koibito
He did write 2 more letters to his family and his friends (Erm... this would be to Koutan and friends? XD) But I think the one that concerns us most is the one to Tsubasa, fans and his future "partner" LMAO XD Ahhhh.... how can you not love Takitsuba?
To my future partner,
Eeto... what are you doing now kana? Although I don't really know when we're going to meet, but I think it's good if it happens naturally. Or perhaps you were hoping for a 200% dramatic "Densha Otoko"-like meeting? DAME DAME, because I would have to top that in the following events and that's gonna be taihen for me! So my wish is that our encounter will be something that happens naturally. But on the other hand, once we've gone steady I'll alwaaーys love you 100%. That is a promise yo.
I wonder, what kind of a person are you? Just one thing I wish for is that you are a "person who is understanding", something like that. If we are to spend an entire lifetime together, there are also other things than love that we must do our best on, I think that a lot of situations will emerge according to the movement of society and time. So I would want a woman who understands at such times, and accepts it naturally. Also... sou da na, you better do all the things you want to do now, before you meet me yo! Because once you've gone steady with me, I think all your time will be consumed by me!
OOOH TAKKIIIII! YOU ARE SUCH A
CUTE BAKA DARLING!!!!
I WANT TO MARRY YOU!!!!
(Erm... I'd have to fight off a lot of people, don't I?) *ROFLOL* But seriously, when I got this magazine and I went straight for this article, and more particularly THIS ONE letter... and my first thought was HOW MUCH I WANTED TO MARRY THIS BOY!!!!
THUD!!! Yeah, we'd be speaking mostly in sign languages coz my kaiwa totally sucks and he thinks English is an alien language and obviously Indonesian is an even more alien language to him, but ahhhhh... LOL~ I still wanna marry him! LOL!
I also often wonder... what kind of a person will Takki end up marrying ne?
But *LOL*... you know at first I was all gushing and all at the second part of his letter, but after reading it for the 10th time... I was like
heeeey~ wait a second!
Something doesn't quite add up here... and being the most skeptic woman in the world when it comes to the MALE mind... and reading what's between the lines... OMG WHACK TAKKI
WHACK WHACK!
But that's the way guys are ne...... I guess it's a universal thing HAHA~ Boy can't always be tending to girl because that's just the way boys are built, whereas girl will always be pining for boy's attention, but boy doesn't like it when girls whine, so girl has to be able to accept naturally that boy can't always be paying attention to girl, but boy has other things to do such as... uh... releasing CDs, hosting Zubari, dancing and singing in concerts, acting in taiga dorama, shooting epic dramas in Mongolia, mothering kouhais like Jin and Yamapi, chasing cockroaches out of Tsubasa's apartment, beer binge-ing sessions with his yarou buddies
But of course girl always have to standby whenever boy needs girl! (Like perhaps in the events that boy isn't available to chase rats out of Tsubasa's room or solve Jin's wardrobe problem, girl has to fill in for boy?) HAIIIII~ WAKARIMASHITA YOOO
Woof!
You know, he's such a busy person with his work and stuff... how come the girl won't have anymore time for herself when she meets him? Does that mean he'll be dragging her around even to his location shoots and stuff?
I just recently read
Mic's LJ entry about a Johnny Depp interview that says exactly the same thing... about him always wanting to have his loved ones close to him and so he'd be taking his troupe with him wherever he goes and whenever they can~
Ahhh isn't Takki the cutest boy in the universe?
He's soooooo
NORMAL!
(Well... in his very own unique idol way, he *IS* normal!)
Well, whoever it's going to be, I do sincerely hope that Takki does find someone who'll love him for the real person that he is
And that the person will be able to understand the circumstances surrounding his work and lifestyle (I can only imagine how TAIHEN it would be to become a celebrity's spouse)
Whoever it is, I hope, will support Takki 110% in everything that he does, be able to complete him, but not lose their self and character next to him....... wait it sounds like I just described TSUBASA!
Dang it, can't these two just get married already then!
To the fans,
The truth is we were a little worried at the first concerts because all the fans were a little quiet. But I'm already relieved now yo. Lately, everytime me and Tsubasa got a little intimate, the whole venue would be going "Hyuu~ hyuu~" spontaneously expressing their feelings, I'm sooooー happy yo. Because if it's just "We show, you watch" that kind of a one-way interaction is boring ne. I always want to create an environment where we could say all the things we wanted to say between us. So that's why I have "Takizawa Rengou" to be able to tell everyone what I want to say. That's why during the time when we get the Takitsuba calls from the fans, we're mecha-mecha happy yo.
Maa, for me, the fans and us are one group and I want to show to the staff, "Look, this is what we're like!" da yo ne. And then if the staff would see and think "This kind of relationship is good ne", then they would go "Jyaa, how about this kind of an arrangement?" and suggest new different arrangements. I want to create a chance with everyone of you yo.
I don't think I was imagining it whenever I felt there's always sooooo much
LOVE between Takitsuba and the fans!
You know, I've never been in a fandom where I don't feel like my idol is in another galaxy ten thousand gazillion light years/eons away from me like I do when I was idolizing Hollywood stars!
Sure Johnny artistes are even more taihen to follow, especially with the language barrier and all that, but I'm just sooo thankful that Takki communicates to us through his
Takizawa Rengou And it's sooo nice to be able to know when he just got his haircut
or that he just ate ramen
ramen
and more ramen
(and I do mean the *REAL* ramen ne!)
And even though when I talk to non-believer friends about this, they'd just say it's a gimmick fanservice and probably Takki doesn't even write the Takizawa Rengou itself, but
WELL I'd say if he didn't write it himself whoever's writing EVERY SINGLE ONE of his other magazine interviews had to be super-anal-consistent because every single one of them connects and says a lot of the same thing, except that most of the things he says in his magazine articles, we'd usually hear it first from his Takizawa Rengou
So non-believers can just go to hell because I
*BELIEVE* that's really him behind the J-web punching his thoughts directly into his keitai keypads, and it is for damn sure
NOT FANSERVICE or profit-oriented either, and despite that maybe it's true that the management company and/or recording company are money-hogging vampire, but Takki is one idol that's true to his blood and he's doing what he's doing
simply because he enjoys doing it and he can't imagine himself doing something else than entertaining, and despite all the crazy hardwork he has to endure everyday, sacrificing himself as well as his privacy to the sometimes ruthless public eye, yet when he thinks about what he wants to do in his next lifetime, he'd do IDOL all over again! (Reference:
Zoom Interview @ Daily Sports Newspaper - 03/01/2005)
And because of all this, I believe in Takizawa Hideaki. I believe in Tackey & Tsubasa. I believe that their love for their fans (us) can't be more real than it already is
We are one big Takitsuba family! So don't forget our family motto ne: ガンファンミー! GANFAMMI!
To Tsubasa,
I feel like I've never said this before, compared to other people, you are probably ICHIBAN. Because us, our relationship is not the kind where we mutually quarrel over whatever conditions ne. There will be a lot of solo activities, and I think it's good if you do it in your very own Tsubasa-like ways. Even though I've been told a lot that it's more taihen for us in a 2 person unit compared to a group, but for me, a 2-person unit suits me more. Being two people can stand on both sides of black and white. At that rate, depending on each other's sense at the moment would be able to produce a completely different answer/result. It is good if a relationship can be without any insecurities despite that there are situations where we're dissatisfied with one another, that's what I feel. With the base that "Yappari there is more meaning to it when I'm doing something together with him" if there's that kind of a trust, and all the dissatisfaction can be resolved one by one like so then it's good yo. Our relationship is limitless. Because I see things in long-term view. Also, with both of our rapidly increasing motivations, I will do my best yo.
YES, I do believe that Tackey & Tsubasa are one of the most TRULY UNIQUE units in Johnny's Jimusho
Their friendship is real, their love, care and support for each other is real, THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS INDEFINITE, LIMITLESS AND
ETERNAL It's really one of the most heartwarming things in the whole entire world
and I am truly, truly proud of them
You know, one thing I know is that one day my fandom days must come to an end (as all good things must come to an end) but one thing I can promise Takki is that I will always be a his fan at heart~
The world may crumble, I may get married (LOL) and go underground, but I will always be a Takitsuba fan
and support them as much as my capabilities allow me. I've promised
Jenn the same thing too before! それは約束するだよ!
Phewwww
There's so much love in the air tonight!
And it took me a whopping 10 hours just to write this whole entry! Hahaha~ hontou ni otsukarechan!
Seems that a lot of BLUE ENVELOPES
arrived in Takitsuba's mailboxes today with the Tsubacon tickets... and everywhere they're all screaming over their seats! But still no notification over Takkicon schedules.....
Seriously though... it's
September already
What on earth is keeping them from announcing it to us?
Ahhh... ドキドキ~ ドキドキ~ everyday doki-doki
I feel like I'm waiting for a bomb to explode in my face any day now!